Monday, March 22, 2004

My cats are starving. The poor things didn't get anything to eat all day long!! I can imagine all seven of their hungry bellies growling and twisting inside their small furry torsos. We ran out of cat food yesterday and no one had time to get food today. I can almost find mself able to cry on cue! Yeah, I think at this moment I can. But wait... there's got to be more to it. I don't think I feel this way all because of my starving cats... I just think I had a bad day today.    But... shouldn't I be aware if my day were bad or not? I think today's one if those days where, that void inside that everyone has, seems to penentrate so much more. I get this way sometimes... I hate it, because I don't understand it.    I know- I got betrayed yesterday by a person I called "friend." You see, the show I had been involved with, ended yesterday. After every show there's a cast party- to which I was invited to go. But then- when I asked if it were alright for me to show up, my friend tells me that they have no more room in the home.    It stung, because it was not true. I found out. Ohh well. That's what's buggin'... I just don't think I'll feel okay until I talk with this friend to clear things up. G'nite- I'll be good tomorrow....as all things, this too shall pass. ~jovi