too many wishes, Sep 20, 2008, 2:58 AM

i wish i could eat anything i wanted again. i wish i could drink again. i wish i believed in my dreams again. i wish i had no fear. i wish i healed faster. i wish i could hear God. i wish i did a lot more than i did in LA. i wish i had faith. i wish i had the strength i had as a little girl. i wish i had the confidence i had as a little girl. i wish i knew why things turned out this way.
i wish i wasn't alone. i wish someone could save me. i wish i could save myself.