help, Apr 26, 2007, 4:12 PM

im trapped and there's nothing that i haven't tried and there's no one i can talk to. no one. and no one wants to hear it. no one is allowed to hear it...
my ego is deflated, i feel hopeless, i feel disconnected, and i question my self worth. ive been convincing myself that it isnt a big deal in the grand scheme of things and that i have a problem that i need to control.
but, i've learned i cannot blame myself for everything and that it is not all my fault.  in the long run my concerns do matter and truly is a big deal.
What do do? I don't know…