The point, Feb 18, 2010, 10:40 PM

i wish i could drink away my pain like i used to. sober pain is choking me. everyone is drunk and i am isolated, watching them laugh.

i don't know how to cope. i have run out of resources. i have run out of relationships.

i feel utterly alone and different. alien. forgotten. i've been in my dungeon for a long time, just watching the days tick by.



i'm trying to grasp the point. what is the point?