i don't know, but it was so damn exciting to try on such formal wear. it has been a loooooong time since i've worn anything so fancy. can't wait for the wedding, haha.
my illness is going away, it has taken forever, but thank God, I made it through. i ate soup today. after a diet of crackers and gatorade for 6 days and 3 doctor visits, soup was a gourmet meal!
you know, sadly, i think i look better all famished. sure looked nice and guant in that bridesmaid gown, let me tell ya. my wrists looked so delicate, i had to spend 70 dollars on jewelry to decorate my new skeletal look! fuckn' lost a good 6 pounds. =P
i'm worried i won't fit in my dress when it arrives in September...so i plan on maintaining my somolian weight by exercising more.
lol.
my sister goes to frisco early, probably before i wake up. it was so nice having her around. =(
she was my rock through these hard times. im a little anxious about her going and me being alone again...to fend for myself. but, i'm slowly learning to stop trusting on my own human limits, because they'll only let me down. i'm trying to have a little faith again.
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