my mom ate my bacon this morning and i blew up at her. she didn't deserve it. i can't believe i feel this way about bacon. stupid fucking bacon. no soy, no fructose fucking the only bacon i can freaking eat.
everyone depends on me so much. but i can't hardly even count on myself. i couldn't go out last night because my stomach was fucked up...my friend needed me!
my dreams are fading away...my hope is fading away...
i believe i do belong in a different world. one where no one else has to deal with me. me and my stupid fucking needs.
its just too much to handle. i can't expect anyone else to handle it with me.
i wish the pain would stop. i keep getting punished. why...oh God. The pain is too much. It's too much. I want it all to end.
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