please, excuse any escaping typos, as i just stuck on designer overlays on the fingernails. they look borderline gaudy, but i was bored.
today, i am temporarily disabled. i get to go home...and, well, definitely not work, that's for sure. its been a long time, since a summer of '04 to be exact, since i didn't go to work. that was one hell of a summer. probably the most important and memorable summer of my entire life thus far. broke, drunk, loved.
i come back to the city that created me. i just can't believe LA tko'd me so quick. i though i had bigger balls, seriously. i think without people i love, i'm a bowl of jelly. i can be bitter about what has happened, or i can just take the break for what it is, and foresee an angry, non-stop charge into the future of dreams.
what the hell will i do with myself?
i'll figure it out...or maybe i won't. maybe it's all figured out for me. i just get to live it.
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