There IS a reason for everything..., Jun 2, 2008 , 9:34 PM

Odd. At a time where I can spend hours a day crying my eyes out from being stabbed in the back by someone I held so close, and being forced to walk away from the last 3.5 years of my life, the Divine One showered me with the love of my closest friends and family.
Jill, Richard, the opening of SATC, Kat, Marjie, Nailah,  Caley, rehearsal, and my mom...they all appeared when I never could have needed their company the most.  It's surreal how all this has happened, I was never left in the chaos of my own disparing thoughts...it was a miracle.
There must be a reason for what has happened. I've always strived to be good. I may have a problem trusting those who are secretive toward me, but I've always had good intentions. I think when you strive to be righteous, you'll realize it all doesn't happen to you.  It happens for you.
It was all so touching, I even paid respects at my local church. All I know is, I better be one hell of a tough cookie in the end. I'm as grateful as I can be.