but what do i do? i don't have very supportive friendships anymore, all my family members are still developing their own lives and have no room to have my back...
but this is terrible. im so sad...i really just want to run away to a different part of the world, to a place where i wouldn't feel so alone. maybe to find someone who can relate to me.
i know im being superficial in my daily life. im acting. and it's so tiring.
this isn't who i am. but no one would understand the real me. i haven't met anyone else like me, well except for my sister...but she's hardly ever around anymore-living her own life and good for her.
why, when i need a shoulder to cry on, after carrying myself all these years, do i feel so weak? happiness exists, i see and envy the lucky people who have found it...
i know im afraid of change. but there's no one there to tell me that i'll be ok. if only loki could talk...
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