Omfreakn' A. WTF. I can't sleep. I hate it. I have school in 4 hours and I cannot sleep for the life of me... I should have went out last night for a drink or ten...::sigh::
I think I'm crazy. I must be losing my mind...have you seen "The Machinist?" Oh, God forbid...Crazy people don't know that they're crazy...sometimes my ability to suspend disbelief goes too far and I throw myself in frightening whirl.
Thinking, thinking, thinking...so much mind clutter, what is that; mania? ::Sigh::
So much sound everywhere keeping me up; sometimes nervous...sometimes wondering- "What the hell is that!?" But, I need it because silence keeps me up too...
Sucks. Woe's me. Oh woes.
There's probably a couple beers in the fridge; but I'm out of cigarettes...thank goodness for the couple of unfinished butts my brother and I leave at the window sometimes. I don't want to have to go to 711 and see that scary molester man who works this shift.
Listen to me...I plague myself with all sorts of irrational worry, thoughts, and bull. Something needs to change.
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