Friday, July 16, 2010

Saturday, October 01, 2005 Cold

Things are different. I don’t know who some my friends are anymore.  I feel isolated when I see some of them.  Instead of love and warmth, its ice that I sense when they look at me.  When we have the rare opportunity to chill, talk, and hang out…I feel no connection; no bond that used to be there.  Suddenly, I can't linger any longer.   I leave, because it feels wrong.  A lot of times, I just want to talk to someone…but I don’t know who would care to listen. They hate others I associate with when I respect and love those they have.  Sometimes I wonder how they would look at me and judge me, when they used to do the same things that they scorn me for today. They used to have fun.  They used to love each other. 

Not all of them...but the change is becoming more evident these days.

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