Friday, July 16, 2010

Thursday, April 13, 2006 Goodbye Lamp

I'm never going there again.

I love you guys...and I'm sorry you hate my friends that much to scorn me the way I was scorned last Sunday. Perhaps you hate my friends, but why hurt me? Never have I done anything so mean to any of you.

I know and will hold close to heart, those of you who stood up for me.

Others of you, I only see at the Lamplighter, so I'll probably never see you again.
I will miss you. I will miss what it was.

If you don't know what happened: 2 of my most precious friends were framed by people who I thought were true. Most likely because they aren't popular with the Lamplighter crowd. Nonetheless, the claims against them were not true; they never set foot in the bar.

I came to the bar with them, because I didn't want to miss out on hanging with my Lamp crew or with my long absent boyfriend. (Believe it or not, those boys enjoy your guys' company) But, I thought keeping them outside was enough to afford both situations. I was wrong.

Remember underage Nick with a fake ID? I do. And, I remember how nice the Lamp treated him.

I know some people hate my bestfriends. I just wish those people would've just spoken their peace with me...instead of hurting me the way they did on Sunday.

I'm so sad. Because, I'm still not sure exactly who those people are and do not know who to trust anymore. I'm debating if I should stay away completely. I mean, I felt utterly hated that night.

No one knows how much those boys are a part of my life, and how much they love me and take care of me, and treat me well...no one cares about that side of them, how they never would betray me. Can't that be enough for a little respect...?

If you have anything thing to say...send me a message or a comment.
11:54 AM

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