In two weeks I am going to have an indisposable roomate. I'm utterly excited and a little nervous at the same time. I've never lived with anyone other than my family before...so I'm just a tiny bit anxious about it.
But, I'm an anxious person, I guess. At least, that's what Dr. Walter says, lol.
Well, I have lived with Vera...and we wrang each others necks out...practically almost murdered each other.
Eh-but we still love each other now...
What if my territorial and somewhat solitary side does me in, you know. He is territorial too. Living together- you're exposed...Everything might have to be shared...although that might turn out to be pretty cool. Plus, it's not like we haven't practically lived together when he was here anyway. Still- I can't help but be wary.
My remedy, at least 'till I'm used to it, is separate rooms. I think, if we like it- it could be a long term thing. A little privacy is good for everyone anyway and it helps keep stuff near the person that it belongs to, where they want it. I mean, maybe if Vera and I followed this, we wouldn't have almost killed each other. lol.
On the other hand, I'll have my bestfriend nearby to play with, party with, hang out with, laugh with, debate with, talk with, come home to, fuck with, and...you know, all the warm and fuzzy anyone could ask for. Yay!
I suppose this is one of the transitions in life that we all end up doing at one time or another and can never be truly ready for; you just have to do it to find out, I guess.
I've learned, being too often the pessimist and cynic, that most things turn out better than I expect; the AWOL trip to Missouri was great! Most academic tests, that I study like a workhorse for, end up being much easier than I thought they'd be...and so on.
My knowledgeable co-worker said I'll "be fine" that "it'll be fun" and my soon-to-be roomate's excitement about the situation is very assuring and charming. This all helps me feel more comfortable about it. Afterall, in a way we'd be flying the coop together by living with each other. One must fly the blasted coop someday. lol.
Perhaps, the recent distance we've endured may still be fucking with me and I'm sure it'll be in no time before I remember the person that I wished for so long to come back.
So, he's coming back---WITH A VENGEANCE, DAMMIT. Ha!
But, I'm an anxious person, I guess. At least, that's what Dr. Walter says, lol.
Well, I have lived with Vera...and we wrang each others necks out...practically almost murdered each other.
Eh-but we still love each other now...
What if my territorial and somewhat solitary side does me in, you know. He is territorial too. Living together- you're exposed...Everything might have to be shared...although that might turn out to be pretty cool. Plus, it's not like we haven't practically lived together when he was here anyway. Still- I can't help but be wary.
My remedy, at least 'till I'm used to it, is separate rooms. I think, if we like it- it could be a long term thing. A little privacy is good for everyone anyway and it helps keep stuff near the person that it belongs to, where they want it. I mean, maybe if Vera and I followed this, we wouldn't have almost killed each other. lol.
On the other hand, I'll have my bestfriend nearby to play with, party with, hang out with, laugh with, debate with, talk with, come home to, fuck with, and...you know, all the warm and fuzzy anyone could ask for. Yay!
I suppose this is one of the transitions in life that we all end up doing at one time or another and can never be truly ready for; you just have to do it to find out, I guess.
I've learned, being too often the pessimist and cynic, that most things turn out better than I expect; the AWOL trip to Missouri was great! Most academic tests, that I study like a workhorse for, end up being much easier than I thought they'd be...and so on.
My knowledgeable co-worker said I'll "be fine" that "it'll be fun" and my soon-to-be roomate's excitement about the situation is very assuring and charming. This all helps me feel more comfortable about it. Afterall, in a way we'd be flying the coop together by living with each other. One must fly the blasted coop someday. lol.
Perhaps, the recent distance we've endured may still be fucking with me and I'm sure it'll be in no time before I remember the person that I wished for so long to come back.
So, he's coming back---WITH A VENGEANCE, DAMMIT. Ha!
11:51 PM
No comments:
Post a Comment