This has been a very intense week and a half. I lost a job...
Then, I attend an interview for a job, recieve an offer of their interest, but I turn them down because they don't pay enough and my agency wants to continue another assignment. I make bank with that agency and I would be earning pennies and the other job; plus, the other job is surrounded by horror stories of past employees, so I declined the permanent job offer and continued happily temping for the monies.
...and a car.
(my car was fixed too!)
Job and car. Go!
Now, currently, my house is swept over by a miserable and and elusive stomach bug; all of us--except the sister in law, are infected strangely. I'm talking the whole nine with diarrhea, nausea, and vomiting. Then, as I'm at my job the other day, with a gurgling stomach, my agency calls to tell me that today was my last day. Feeling like the biggest loser; I had lost the job one week after I had gained it.
SO...that leaves me wallowing in a deep pit of dispair...
and...
awake at 5:44am in the morning with a relentless shifting and gurgling in my gut. I haven't really eaten anything in 2 days as I feel ill doing so. I'm practically anorexic now.
Mac lost ten pounds with his bout. lol... Even under all this, I'll be lucky if I lost three.
yeah yeah, I know.
::smile:: Any laughter I've been able to let out today has been thanks to him. He's as relentless as my gurgling gut in the effort to creaking a smile outta me; thank God. I would, so, be on my death bed if I hadn't had the chance to laugh today.
5:54 AM
No comments:
Post a Comment