Hello my old blog. Wow, it has been a while, hasn't it. You have been sitting quietly in the darkness of the interweb, choking from the unrelenting dust.
As I review the thoughts of my younger self, I laugh at how life can truly come full circle, but also how grateful I am to see the caring imprint of a loving creator, an appreciation for my resolute nature, and my tenacity to overcome hardship. Sometimes, we don't realize how strong we are, until we suffer and then look back.
The funny thing is, it all was meant to be. Each part of had a role of creating someone stronger, more mature, and more grateful. I cannot even begin to write on this notion alone. But, maybe I will in time. After all, this blog may be around another 13 years. However, I will try a bit now:
With a lot of pain, mental anguish, but with faith, prayer, and hope- I was able to open a forward-moving pathway to someone who doesn't feel sick physically and mentally every day; eventually paving a way for me into a doctorate program of health and certifications in healthful physical practices.
The world had shut down, merely four years ago due to a pandemic. I used this time for growth and began creating films, shorts, music videos, and put a series online.
I got married- which is still hard to believe.
I gained a little weight- boo. Though, I think I have come back to the truer shape that I was born with, rather than what I thought was a more attractive, yet much sicklier version of my body.
The constants are still there. I am still an actor. I have worked with my favorite acting teacher again. I have done plays and won nominations and awards.
I do need new headshots- wow, this one is probably 3 years old already.